I could think.

I could believe that I'm going no where. That after high school, after college I'll just fail at life. The people that care about me, will stop. That I'll be all alone. With life and in friendship. I'll just end up alone and unhappy. That everything I've done with my life will be for nothing. It will be nothing, I will fail at life. Now that is something I don't accept well. Failing at something I really want. I could just be being silly. That is a possibility. It's always a possibility. But all the shit thats happened to me in the last couple of weeks, have made me think about a lot of things.

I just don't know anymore.